It took a week and 50 some odd interviewees, but they finally called. I got the job!

So I finished school in December. My mom and I discussed it and we thought it would be better for me to keep my apartment because it would be easier to find a job in Toronto than in Cobourg. Ok. Settled. Well, 3 months later I still didn't have a job and I was kicking myself for paying rent on a place that I didn't need to be in. Well last week I got asked to come in for a job interview, which happened yesterday. It's THE job. I'm in love with it. I know I shouldn't have my hopes up because the ratio of interviewees to positions is not good, but I really want it, and as much as I keep trying to push my hopes down, they're hanging out on the 22nd roof deck of my building. They're high. Not CN tower high yet, but maybe my hopes are just lazy and don't want to float the 20 minute walk to the CN tower. Anyways, I digress.. the job:

It's for an Editorial Internship with this online magazine. They just moved in to a new location right downtown Toronto and so it's still a little bare but it's fantastic. I did 3 interviews with the 3 people in the office, the creator, the editor and the web developer man. The first was with the Editor, and she asked me standard interview questions. We bonded over our love of Nylon Magazine and David Dixon. Good times. Ok, second interview was with the creator of the magazine, which I thought I would be panicked about, as I am always panicked at interviews so sit me down with the man who thought up the company, extra nerves. But I don't know if it's because they're all in their late 20s-early 30s or what but they were just so easy to talk to, and super nice. He and I did a reverse interview where I was put on the spot to ask him questions for a set amount of time. It was funny because he told me the interview goes for a set time so if I can't think up questions he'll just stare at me awkwardly. I paused a few times but all in all I think it was ok. This was where he told me there is the possibility of the interns interviewing celebrities, so he wants to know we can handle asking questions. WOAH. Finally I met with the web developer guy. He was so nice. We did a little scenario thing where he asked what I thought about advertising and the site and things. Anyways, the company is in this old town house, and we all talked at the end about how they should decorate with a big black chandelier.

I'm waiting on a call. Not only is this the greatest Internship I could think of for myself, it actually pays, which no Internship does in the world of writing. I don't want to write for a newspaper or follow some strict writing style, so this is perfect. And the creator told me if I get hired as an Intern there's a very high chance that after my 4 month internship I'd be hired on staff.

So back to the apartment thing. I am scheduled to move out the end of April. Life is funny with its timing. I mean, it's a 4 month Internship, so if they called January I could have been there January-end of April, haha, but I suppose we're all part of the cosmic joke, so it didn't work like that. So if I do get it (fingers crossed) I'll be driving to Oshawa and taking the GO train in the morning. But that's ok. I'll do it. This job doesn't really seem like work so I don't see myself dreading the morning commute. It doesn't pay that great so I think I will work 3 weekends a month at my summer housekeeping job at Ste. Anne's, so I will have no life. But I don't care. Its for 4 months.

Anyways, that's all. If I don't get it I will come back on here and talk about how it was so not a big deal and I didn't want it anyways and this entry will be swiftly removed and we'll never speak of this again. Understood?

1. I have been planning my trip to New York City since I was 10 and I first saw "Sleepless in Seattle." And I don't mean just like what I'll do while I'm there, I mean like how to get there, how long it will take to get there, etc.

2. I tell people I want to be a writer... I've never known if this infact were the truth.

3. Having to do with New York City- I'm certain the only way to bring it off the pedestal I have it on, when I finally visit, I will be mugged or something.

4. The joke will be on the mugger, I have no money.

5. I don't care about Valentines Day. I say this and people think it's a bitter single girl thing, but I really don't. I have no desire to mope around for 1 day a year and say "woah is me, I'm single." Though, I must ask, where's the day to celebrate those people who chose not to be with the wrong person? haha.

6. Whenever I drink out of a take out cup with a lid, after I sip I must remove the lid and look in. I don't know what I'm looking for. And oddly, this only applies to pop, not coffee or tea.

7. I have this weird relationship to numbers. For example, my address is 199, this bothers me. I wish it were 189. I like numbers that add together, and I like even number of letters, which is why being Rachel Bowman works out nicely. Yeah, a little OCD.

8. I have no desire to have children. And I have never appreciated the "you'll change your mind" talk people give me when I inform them of this fact.

9. I really put minimal effort in to University. Just enough to pass. I had the most noble of plans to read everything and do all the work at the beginning of every semester, and it never panned out.

10. I have days where I literally dislike everything about myself. Not just my weight or something basic, but literally everything from my hair to hairline to pores to skin to weight, etc. Fortunately, this only happens from time to time.

11. I have visited PEI three times in my life and I generally dislike it. The people are lovely and the place is beautiful, but it's so incredibly dull I don't understand how people love it the way my parents do.

12. I never cry. Seriously. I'm sure this means something worse than it seems.

13. I think I have more wrinkles than i should at 22. Damn smiling.

14. I love to buy high heels but I think they're incredibly uncomfortable. They never discussed this on Sex and the City...

15. On that note, the most exciting thing happening to me this week is my aldo boots being mailed to me, that I really can't afford.

16. I love movies, and I think I could be an actress, but I've never understood how any average looking person made the transition from small town living in like, Iowa, to being a successful hollywood actor..someone needs to write a book.

17. I go to the gym a couple times a week. I hate the gym. I wish I was one of those people that liked it while they were there and who feel accomplished when they leave. I'm only happy because it means another 24 hours til I have to go back.

18. I have lost some weight. While it's nice when people recognize it, it's an awkward discussion, for me, not them. I don't like talking about it, because talking about how much I lost doesn't signal success for me, it just reminds me how much I weighed.

19. If there were a job involving shopping, I want it. I know how flighty and ridiculous it sounds to want to shop for a living, but I really do feel good at it.

20. That does not apply with grocery shopping. I stand in the aisles with this vacant face not knowing what to buy.

21. The more I watch "The View", the more I dislike everyone on it but Barbara and Joy.

22. I still think my childhood dream of being a Ballerina Rockstar is the greatest life plan ever.

23. I shouldn't be allowed to use those online doctor sites where you write in your symptoms and it tells you what's wrong with you. I end up thinking I'm dying, and I believe them.

24. I can't even believe how much money I will soon owe to OSAP, and short of having some "Shopgirl" relationship, I don't think I will ever pay it off.

25. I am afraid of the dark, not like leave a night light on fear. My fear only comes when I am walking down the stairs to the bathroom or something, because I always have this irrational fear that someone is going to come chasing me down the stairs.

Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.

Post the first definition it gives you.

Tag 10 people. If I tag you, do this!!

Name?
Rachel: The most edible female name
Rachel is sooo edible - especially with cream

Age?
Twenty-two: The second funniest number in existence. Can be used to answer almost any question. The number really just has a decent ring about it.

One of your friends?
Sondra: A gorgeous woman. A silver dollar, NOT a dime piece.
Playmate Sondra in 1978

What should you be doing right now?
sleep: ou have been awake for 18 hours and are now viewing this useless definition of sleep. You are very tired and your brain is not functioning at its normal capacity. The bags under your eyes are starting to weigh you down. It's 1:30am and you have to get up at 6:30am for work. Another coffee wont help you now...
Turn off your computer and get some sleep you net junky!!

Favorite color?
pink: slang reference to the vagina
im gonna get me some pink (ewww)

Birthplace?
Cobourg: No definition! I agree with Marsha that that desperately needs to be remedied.

Month of your birth?
October: NUDY MAGAZINE DAY!
- what day is it?

- ...october...


(go watch billy madison)


Last person you talked to?
Adam: The first Man to ever get laid.
Adam and Eve had wild sex all night long. (eeww, Adam is my brother, I don't want to think about him getting laid.

One of your nicknames?:
Budders: Beanie wearing, unhygenic, hobbit-like computer head who spends his life savings turning an imac into a soopercomputer.
imagine a junior Bill Gates who never showers or cuts his finger nails.

I'm reading Nylon Magazine, which I'm not supposed to be, considering I bought it today with the understanding I would hold off reading it til I was on the train tomorrow morning. But I flipped open to a page, and here's what it says "Pretty Woman: Vivian Ward (Julia Roberts) flawlessly pulled off the skin-tight, major-chunk-of-fabric-missing look" which is followed by a picture of a girl in thigh high boots, fishnets, a bathing suit with cut out sides and a short neon blue leather skirt. This is then followed by a page of clothes so one can copy this look. Now, I understand fashion magazines don't always show clothes they expect people to wear, but this is a definite "here's the look and here's where to buy it" type of spread. So, here's where I take issue with this. JULIA ROBERTS PLAYED A HOOKER. The outfits she wore were for her role as a HOOKER. Why in the world would a magazine suggest it is fashionable to dress like a 1990 hooker?

By the end of the movie not even Vivian wanted to dress like that. And she was the hooker.

I'm just saying.

It seems weird.
Fashionable?
I don't know, I'm not really into the whole "I like thigh-high fishnets" thing. But that's just me.

Still love you Nylon.

Ok, so these are ridiculous, particularly my dollar worth... haha, but these are the things one does when they can't fall asleep at 2:30 in the morning.


Okay so here is the deal. You look it over and see how many of these things you have done, BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along
the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the
bulletin such as "$15" or "I'm worth $67" or something like that.
P.S. The smaller the better!!!

Had sex-- $2.74
Went past first base-- $4
Only went to first base-- $3
Smoked-- $5
Got drunk-- $5
Went skinny dipping-- $3
Kissed someone of the opposite sex-- $4
Had more than one bf/gf at the same time-- $2
Cheated-- $2
Fell asleep in class--$0.51
Cheated on a quiz-- $1.02
Been expelled-- $5
Been suspended-- $3
Been in a fist fight-- $3
Yelled at a teacher-- $4
Done oral-- $5
Got oral-- $5
Prank called the cops-- $3
Stole something-- $2
Done drugs-- $5
Dyed your hair-- $0.50
Done something with someone older-- $3
Went out with someone OVER 18 if your under 18-- $4
Ate a whole thing of oreos-- $0.50
Cried yourself to sleep-- $1
Said you love someone but didnt mean it-- $1
Been in love-- $4
Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing-- $1
Went streaking-- $4
Got arrested-- $5
Made out with someone at the movies-- $2
Peed in the pool-- $0.50
Played spin the bottle-- $1
Done something you regret-- $3

DON'T FORGET TO REPOST WITH YOUR DOLLAR AMOunt



Biography of your Life:
What is todays date?: As it is 2:30 am it is now the 30th of January. Rockin', January is almost done, meaning it's February, which means winter is working its way out.
What is the time right now?: I think that's been well established

~First things first~
Full name:: Rachel Anne Bowman
Birth Date:: October 15th 1986
Age:: 22
Sex:: female
Religion:: Baptist
Education Level:: I gradumauated. Well, no stage crossing and tassel movin' til June, but classes are done.
Race:: Caucasian
Heritage:: I have no heritage.... English and.. English. They came across on boats like 4 or 5 generations ago. We're pretty solidly Canadian. Dull.
Where do you live?: Toronto/Cobourg
Where are you right now?: Toronto at my apartment
Where do you work?: The Rachel Bowman is awesome emporium. Currently it's just... my apartment, but it'll grow.
Are you Single?: yes

~Relationships~
For the Single Guys/Gals:
Are you happy being Single?: not crying over it
Do you have your eye on someone?: yes
Are you playing the field?: sort of... I mean, I'm no Hugh Heffner, but... you gotta figure he's got some shady diseases.

Taken Guys & Gals:
How long have you been in a relationship?: ---
Are you happy?:---
Are you attached or playing the field?: ---

The Past:
How many Girl/boy friends have you had?: um none that were serious
Which do you prefer.. Single or taken:: havent had experience being "taken"
Do you want to get married?: maybe
---when?: Ideally, not before I'm in my 30's
What about kids... Do you want any? no, if that kid desire kicks in, I'll adopt one from some shack.
How many?: see above.

~Schooling~
Name of Elementry School:: Burnham public
--- Mascott::: A bee
--- Fav. teacher::: Mrs. Graham
--- Fav. Class::: music. I rocked that recorder.
--- Fav Activities::: tag
--- Who were your friends?: Krista Brisbin, Andrea bonner, Terri-Lynn Field, Annelise Petlock

Name of middle school:: Terry fox
--- mascott::: um, a book? I dont know if that's right, but it was something lame and non-mascoty
--- Fav. Teacher::: the scary music teacher.. um, wow, I can't even remember her name..
--- Fav. Class::: music
--- Did you play any sports?: hahaha, funny.
--- What activities did you participate in?: Band, Choir, reading buddies. You know, I rolled with the cool kids.
Who were you close friends?: Krista Brisbin, Erin Ogilvie, Terri-Lynn Field, Andrea Bonner

Name of High School:: CDCI WEST
--- Mascott:: Viking
--- Colors::: blue and gold
--- Fav. teacher::: Mr. Martin
--- Fav. Class::: music with the strung out druggie.
--- Sports Played:::hahaha, funny.
--- Any activities/clubs::: choir, band, yearbook, formal, interact, caa for a moment, etc
--- Were you a Jock/prep/outkast/loner/Goth/etc::: I think I've always been a prep
--- Fav thing about this school::: being in high school. I loved it.
--- What did you despise about this school?: seriously, high school rocked. You got to spend your time hanging out with your friends.

-Only if you are in college-
What college/University are you attending?: Ryerson
--- Mascott::: Rams... go Eggy.
--- Colors::: Blue and Gold.. I followed the blue and gold from the West to Ryerson.
--- Major::: Arts and Contemporary Studies
--- Minors::: English, and History.. but I'm only allowed to apply to get credit for 1, so English.
--- Are you on a Sports team?: hahah, funny.
--- Do you live on campus:: yes, though the boundaries of Ryersons campus are a bit fuzzy.
--- You like it?: my apartment? or the school? Ryerson is good, though I think I loved the location more than my actual schooling. And the apartment is a crap box, but is so "cheap."... cheap is a relative term in downtown Toronto.

~Family~
Do you live in a broken family?: well, I don't consider my family "broken", but I suppose it is
How many siblings do you have?: 2, Emily and Adam
--- Step Siblings?: 2, Gary and Genn
--- Half Siblings?: none
--- Step Parents?: 2, Debi and George

Are you guys scattered about or close?: um, we're all either in PEI or Cobourg.
Do you have daily traditions?: some, but nothing that can't be broken
What about holiday traditions?: oh yes the holidays are very regimented from days events are held to the food served at them.
What is your mom's name?: Cathie
--- Her Maiden Name?: Rutherford
What is your Dad's name?: Craig

~Memories~
What is your earliest memory?: talking with my parents about my teddy bear. It doesn't sound like a very specific memory, but for some reason its very detailed in my mind.
What is your favorite memory?: I don't know, have many.
Have you gone to any concerts?: yes, a few, haha.
--- Where was it?: Almost all in Toronto, with the exception of 1 in St. Catharines (aww, Hawksley.)
--- Who did you see?: Um, it started with the Moffatts, and there were many in between and the most recent was Grace Potter and the Nocturnals
Where was your first vacation?: um, I know we went on a train to somewhere when I was like 5... but I don't remember where it was to.
Where have you gone on vacations?: PEI and basically all the main stops in Eastern Canada
What was your favorite vacation?: Um Halifax and Quebec City were both fun

~Your Future~
Do you want to live in a city?: yes
How about somewhere rural?: I think Cobourg is as rural as I'll go
How about somewhere inbetween?: I want city til I'm older
Do you have someplace in mind?: no, a few places
--- What is it?: Um, Vancouver, Halifax, Toronto, New York, London England... I want to live in all major cities, haha.
What occupation would you like to have?: writer, or something in the arts. I haven't quite settled on what that may be yet.
--- Do you think you will ever obtain this objective?: I'm determined to remain optimistic.

~Political Aspects~
Do you vote?: most of the time.. except the last election, because that was pointless.
If not, why?: see above.
Do you take an interest in your goverment?: I try to stay informed
Do you watch/read the news?: yes
Are you a Republican, Democrat, or Liberal?: I think a Democrat and liberal are pretty much the same, but I'm both.
~Your Views~
Abortion::: A woman is allowed to choose.
War::: depends. The current wars? Useless.
Drugs::: depends. Pot... go for it, I don't do it, but really.... Anything stronger, probably best to avoid.
Russia::: Awesome hats.
Terorism::: Not good, but makes for good movies
Premarital Sex::: pretty common.
Religions:::as long as you don't try and make others believe in what you believe, pray to whoever you want
Hisidic Jews::: Awesome hats.
George W. Bush::: An ass hat. I really still can't believe he defended his Presidency and said he did a good job... What movie was he watching?
Bill Clinton::: Like I said, if people want to smoke pot more power to them. Haha, I really think he seems like a very nice and well meaning person
Democracy::: I've never lived outside a democracy, so I'm a fan.
Porn::: Hey people, if you and Bill Clinton want to smoke some pot and watch some porn, I'm not judging.
The Media::: can be dangerous (cough, Fox News, cough cough), but can be informative and entertaining
Todays Standards implimented among the kids of today::: well I dont know specifically what standard we're referring to, but if we're talking about standards of beauty I think they're ridiculous, but they always are.
Immigration: is good.

~What is your Favorite...~
Tv Show::: Greys or Gossip Girl
Tv Channel::: CTV
Band::: this very minute? I'm falling in love with Ryan Adams all over again
Song::: again, all of this changes weekly, or bi-daily more accurately. But currently, "Please do not let me go"
Cell Phone Brand:::brand? Rogers
Soft Drink::: gingerale I guess
bevarage::: chocolate soy milk. Weird, I know, but good.
Alcoholic Bevarage::: vodka tonic
Computer Brand::: mac
Video game::: super mario remains the greatest ever
Game Console::: old school nintendo
Cereal::: don't know... something unhealthy and chocolatey.
Sub::: I've always been a fan of the assorted
Hot Sandwich::: um, the toasted sweet onion chicken terriyaki from subway is pretty stellar.
Dessert::: chocolate anything
City::: I dont know, haven't visited all of them yet
State::: I've only been to 1 state, so it wins by default.
Country::: Again... I only have Canada
Animal::: Dogs
Shampoo::: Rosemary Mint Aveda
Conditioner::: see above
Clothing Brand::: I'm starting to love Zara
Subject::: English
teacher::: David Copeland.. love. Prof Cop as I call him... never to his face of course.
Eye Color::: blue
Hair Color::: blonde
Movie::: I've never been able to settle on a favorite movie
Condiment::: ketchup

~Preferences - This or That~
IPOD/Cd Player::: ipod
Staples/Tape::: tape I guess
Walmart/Kmart::: walmart
Target/Kohls::: I'll say Target... not that I've gone to either.
Macy's/JcPenneys::: never been
Cash/ Credit::: debit
Blue/red::: blue
Black/ white::: black
Hooded/non hooded::: hooded
Jeans/Sweats::: jeans
Aim/Phone::: Aim
Renting/Movie Theatre::: movie theatre
Short/Long hair::: short
Night/Day::: day
Rain/Sun::: rain
Cloudy/Bright::: bright
Hot/Cold::: hot
Water/Soda::: soda
To Love/To fool around::: to love
Comedy/Drama::: comedy
Day and Time done?: 3:31 am

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
A chick on a soap opera, and the bible Rachel... though, she was kinda shady, so I like to think it's more the soap opera lady than the bible lady.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
um..... ? wow, I'm dead on the inside.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
hahah, it's messy. very messy.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Heck yes, haha... I mean, if I do say so myself.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
like I use air.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
No

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Probably not, I like to think I would, but fear would win out

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
ummm, I don't think I have one. I try a new one every time, haha.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No, I'm lazy like that.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
um, it depends if we're talking like ice cream parlour stuff I want raspberry frozen yogurt. If we're talking grocery store ice cream I like anything with chocolate

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
smile

15. What is your favorite colour?
pink

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
how much time do you have? haha. I'm full of weird insecurities.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
um, a few people.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
if they're bored like me, they will, and I will read it.

19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
I'm shoe and sockless currently, and my pajama pants are black

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
George Stroumboulopoulos talking on The Hour.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
green.

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
vanilla

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My sister

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
no one sent it to me, I stole it.

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Football, if I have to watch a sport that is.


27. HAIR COLOUR?
Blonde

28. EYE COLOUR?
Blue/green

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No

30 FAVOURITE FOOD?
moms potatoes.

31. SCARY FILMS OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings

32. LAST FILM YOU WATCHED?
Bride Wars

33. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
black

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
well if we're talking ANY dessert, cake. haha.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
No Idea

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
No Idea

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
"There's a Riot Going On" by Peter Doggett.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't have a mouse, laptop.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
"Enchanted" haha

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)
laughing

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
PEI

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
No, I'm pretty un-spectacular

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Cobourg Ontario

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Everyone's

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
Havent Met him yet

49. BE HONEST TELL ME. DID YOU WONDER WHERE QUESTION 12 WENT?
Didnt even notice

Merry Christmas (slightly belated), and Happy New Year (soon enough.)

To the universe I profess my undying gratitude and love
To all that exists in the universe
It's painful to be human
I am in awe and complete love with those that have helped me to where I am
Those who truly exist where they are- I love you and hope that you
Follow your heart- even if it leads you to the darkest of nights
Therein lies the beauty and the light.

Wishing you all a very happy new years eve and 2009. Be safe. With love.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line of the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating. No cheating!


1) don't you worry there my honey, we might not have any money, but we've got our love to pay the bills.
2) I don't want to get up baby let's turn off the phone, I don't want to go to work today or even put my makeup on.
3) I never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground.
4) If I could take you away, pretend I was queen, what would you say.
5) on the corner of main street, just trying to keep it in
6) Opened my eyes had a dream last night that both my arms were broken
7) tonight your mine completely, you give your love so sweetly.
8) You and I were two old and tortured souls repaired by a love
9) lonely people, all that we know.
10) I can't seem to face up to the facts I'm tipsy nervous and I can't relax.
11) she's a good girl, loves her mama, loves Jesus and America too.
12) over the sea and far away, she's waiting like an iceberg, waiting to change.
13) you show your age when you drown your rage.
14) I always knew that I liked this place, you don't have to look too far to find a friendly face.
15) Everything you have goes away, you realize that nothing means a thing.
16) some say a troubled boy, just cuz you like to destroy.
17) I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over.
18) Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine.
19) There ain't no time to let that gun be shot, babe.
20) when you see a deer you see bambi, and I see antlers up on the wall.
21) dream the veins in my head, clean up the reds in my eyes to get by.
22) I will live my life as a lobstermans wife on the island in the blue bay.
23) cryptic words meander, now there is a song beneath the song.
24) do it now, you know who you are.
25) I resist but there's no point in it.
26) I woke up this morning, a funny taste in my head.
27) Lady sings the blues so well as if she means it.
28) I've these dreams I'm walking home, home where it used to be.
29) This is how it works, it feels a little worse
30) woke up this morning, suddenly realized, we're all in this together.

Frankly I didn't know many of these lyrics, so I don't expect others to, as I even had them downloaded on my computer and didn't know them. haha.

Set your iTunes to shuffle. Hit a new song for each question.

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About Me

Your name is... consoler of the lonely (The Raconteurs)

Your goal in life is... Because we're dead (Slow Club) "I don't know what I'm doing here. I could say that I do but I don't"

Your greatest accomplishment... Multiply (Jamie Lidell)

Your greatest mistake... Auld Lang Syne (Mairi Campbell)

The best thing about you is... Isabel (Ray LaMontage)

How do you feel right now? Like I love you (Bell X1) "if you're smiling that should set the tone, and if you let go the music should move your bones."

How will you die? Cold hard bitch (Jet) "Gotta leave town. Got another appointment."

The world is... I'm Amazed (My morning jacket) "Im amazed at this quiet ocean. I'm amazed at what the people sayin."

You are most proud of... This Boy (James Morrison)

Ultimate piss-off: Human (The Killers)


What makes you happy? Unfold (Jason Mraz)

What makes you sad? The Reason Why (Rachael Yamagata) "I think about how it might have been, spend my days travelling. It's not that I don't understand you, it's not that I don't want to be with you."

Your outlook on life is... Look what you've done (Jet)

Friends

How would you describe your friends? Joker and the thief (wolfmother)

How would they describe you? Missed the boat (Modest Mouse)

Your best friend is... phantom limb (The Shins)

Sex, Love and Relationships

Your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend is... Lose some time (Grace Potter and the Nocturnals)

(S)he treats you like... December baby (Ingrid Michaelson)


When the two of you are alone, you like to do... Wasted and Ready (Ben Kweller)

Your first kiss was... Ragged Company (Grace Potter and the Nocturnals)

Life in General

What are most days like? Black Dog (Led Zeppelin)

Do you enjoy life? Chasing Pavements (Adele)

What is your life theme song? Song for you (Alexi Murdoch) "the day can get so long, and it can be hard to make it through. So I'm trying to put it right."

The Soundtrack to Your Life

Opening credits: Right as Rain (Adele)

Waking up: Big Sur (The Thrills)

Breakfast table: Falling or Flying (Grace Potter)

Average day: Two Cars (Death Cab)

First date: Line it up (Preston School of Industry)

First kiss: The things I do for money (Northern Pikes)

Falling in love: Running (Jason Mraz) (wow, things really arent going well with this man in question. I got paid money to kiss him and then ran.)

Love scene: take me to the hospital (the faint) (WOW, if the getting paid and the running weren't enough, now I need to go to the hospital.)

Break up: Let it die (Foo Fighters)... appropriately.

Loneliness: MR. Brightside (The Killers)

Breakdown: A lonely September (Plain White T's)

Flashback: Gravity (John Mayer).

Death: It don't matter to the sun (Rosie Thomas)

Funeral: Psycho Killer (Talking Heads) (sad that wasn't the answer for death, haha)

End Credits: All of my days (Alexi Murdoch)