Start time: 10:40 pm

BASICS:
full nαme: Rachel Anne Bowman
nicknαmes: bo-diddy, rach
sex: Female
birthdαy: october 15 1986
siblings: 1 brother, 1 sister, 1 step brother, 1 step sister
hαir colour: blondish brown
nαturαl hαir: brown
eye colour: blue/green
shoe size: 9
height: 5'7"

ATM:
whαt αre you weαring right now: black pj pants, black and white t-shirt
where do you live: Cobourg / Toronto
righty or lefty: Righty
cαn you mαke α dollαr chαnge right now: yeah, I have a jar full of change

RELATI0NSHIPS:
who αre your closest friends: Diana/Jackie/Sondra/Krista/Katie/Meagan
do you have a bf or gf? no
best plαce to go for α dαte: if it's a first date, coffee
fαvourite romαntic memory: shopping with a guy. It was just so relaxed and fun to have a first date of shopping and coffee

FASHI0N STUFF:
where is your fαvourite plαce to shop: Urban Outfitters, H&M and Forever 21 basically control my wardrobe
do you hαve αny tαttoos or piercings: Ears, that's it.

FAV0RITES:
colour: Purple
number: 8
food: bread
boys nαme: Logan, Peyton
girls nαme: Leila, Annabelle, Grace
subject in school: English
αnimαl: otters
drink: milk
Girl celebrity: Anne Hathaway
Boy Celebrity: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, George Clooney... hot.
sport: football
veggie: Mushrooms and green onion
fruit: plums
plαce to visit: I want to see big cities- london, New York, etc.
month: April
singer: John Mayer
perfume: Lovely- SJP
cologne: depends on the wearer.

HAVE Y0U EVER:
given αnyone α bαth: No
bungee jumped: god. no.
mαde yourself throw-up: no
went skinny dipping: No
been in the opposite sex's wαshroom: Yep
eαten α dog biscuit: eww, no
put your tongue on α frozen pole: No, never sounded like a good plan
broken a bone- No
plαyed truth or dαre: Yeah, classic.
rode in α police cαr: No, but if not in trouble that'd be fun
been on α plαne: Yes
come close to dying: no, thankfully
been in α sαunα: Yeah at Ste. Anne's
been in α hot tub: Yep
swαm in the oceαn: YES and I didn't like it, salt water and jelly fish= no good. I'll take a lake any time.
fαllen αsleep in school: no, can't sleep in front of people
kissed- yes
broken someone's heαrt: no
cried when someone died: Yep
wαnted someone: Yes
cried in school: no
sαved αn MSN conversαtion: yeah, if it is really important
sαved e-mαils: Indeed
wished you were someone else: Sometimes, for moments
wished you were α member of the opposite sex: sometimes, but then I think about the shrinkage episode of Seinfeld and realize they put up with alot.
fαllen for your guy best friend: no
mαde out with JUST α friend: no
been rejected: Yep...
been in love: Yes
been cheαted on: no
done something you regret: Yes, of course

WHAT IS:
your good luck chαrm: I don't really have one
best song you ever heαrd: rachel's song- soul coughing. hahah, not really, it's just the funniest song I can think of, and it has such a stellar title.

stupidest thing you hαve ever done: oh god, how much time do you have?
whαts your room like: right now? full of "lost" episode greatness
your most prized possesion: My laptop
lαst thing you sαid: "atleast it has trees and not some baby wrapped in a blanket." Said to Steve.
whαt is beside you: my desk... haha
fαvourite song: Perisher- Pills
something thαt hαs hαppened to you this yeαr: found out I need to do another semester at school
the worst thing thαt hαs hαppened to you this yeαr: had to write 3 essays and 3 exams in 1 week, haha

HAVE Y0U EVER HAD:
chicken pox: Yes
sore throαt: Yes
cold: Yep
stiches: yes, 4
bloody nose: Yes
surgery: no
broken bone: No

DO YOU:
believe in love αt first sight: maybe. My verdict is still out on that one.
like picnics: who doesn't
like school: I really do, despite my complaints.
whαt schools hαve you gone to: Burnham, Terry Fox, CDCI West, Ryerson
hαte αnyone: no

W0ULD Y0U:
eαt α live hαmster for $1,000,000,000,000?: can it be cooked first? Because then maybe. I hate to say that, but... come on!
go to α hαnson concert if you hαd free tickets: with the exception of any metal, screamo or trance crap I'd go to ANY concert if I had free tickets, haha.
kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollαrs: No
if you were stuck on αn islαnd whαt person would you wαnt with you: Survivor Man.
if you loved someone αnd you were keeping something from them αnd it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: No, more often than not people only admit those things for their personal absolution. Rarely is it actually because it's right to tell the person. I wouldn't tell them.

WH0:

who is the lαst person thαt cαlled you: Diana
who wαs the lαst person you slow dαnced with: wow, really really no clue, haha.
mαkes you lαugh the most: sarcastic people
mαkes you smile: friends
who cαn mαke you feel better no mαtter whαt: my sister
who do you hαve α crush on: someone unavailable
who hαs α crush on you: no one i know of
who wαs the lαst person you touched: I hugged my mom
you kissed: no one recently
yelled αt: My Mom, haha, poor mothers
who broke your heαrt: it's still intact
who told you they loved you: family

D0 Y0U/ARE Y0U:

do you weαr contαcts or glαsses: No
do you like yourself: Yes
do you get αlong with your fαmily: I Do, mostly
do you hαve piercings below the wαist: No
hαblα espanol: haha, no comprende por pavour
obsessive: on random things
compulsive: Yes, again, on random things
eαt to much: definitely sometimes
depressed: Sometimes
suicidαl: god no

FINAL QUESTI0NS:
how mαny people αre you sending this to: no one
whαt αre you listening to right now: the episode of "Lost"
how mαny buddies on your list: enough
whαt do you like to do: Sleep, it's amazing. haha.
whαt did you do yesterday: studied, went shopping, studied.
cαreer: lord knows...
got αny αwαrds: a few
whαt αre you most scαred of: being unemployed forever, haa
whαt cαr do you wish to hαve: a VW Jetta. haha I'm a dork but they're cute and I don't need a big car.
where do you wαnt to get mαrried: Cobourg. It's home, my family is there
if you could chαnge αnything αbout yourself, whαt would you chαnge: percentage of body fat, haha
whαt wαs your first cαr: Never had a "first car"
vegetariαn: no
good driver: I'm really no good, haha
good αctress/αctor: I can cry on cue if required, haha. that's about all my talents.
good dαncer: hahah, I can keep a beat, but the more drunk I get the less impressive it is I'm sure
good storyteller: sort of
hαve α lαvα lαmp: once
how mαny remote comtrols αre in your house: 2
you double jointed: No
lαst time you took α bαth: I dont have a bath here
the lαst movie you sαw αt the the theαters: Stop Loss

EITHER 0R:
night or dαy: night, I'm more productive
sun or rαin: rain
scαry or hαppy movies: Happy
chocolαte or white milk: soy chocolate milk.
root beer or Dr.pepper: Neither
better αt tαlking or listening: talking
skiing or boαrding: boarding I guess
summer or winter: summer
cαke or pie: cake
silver or gold: silver
diαmond or peαrl: diamond
sunset or sunrise: Sunrise.
coke or pepsi: coke.
sprite or 7up: Sprite
pαnts or skirts: Skirts
cαts or dogs: dogs
coffee or teα: coffee
phone or in person: In person
oldest, middle, youngest or only child: youngest

FILL 0UT (F0R GIRLS 0NLY):
boxers or briefs: boxers
older, younger, sαme αge: bit older
tαll or short: taller
good or bαd guy: good guy
eαr peirced or not : Not
stubble or neαtly shαved: Stubble
dαrk or blonde hαir: dark hair
curly or strαight hαir: curly
dαrk or light eyes: light eyes
whαt do you notice first αbout guys: Humour, smile
shy or outgoing: Outgoing
indoor or outdoor: Indoor
jewelery or flowers: Flowers
whαt do you like the most in α guy: a few things.

EXTRA:
whαt colour do you wαnt your hαir: blonde
whαt colour do you wαnt your eyes: Same
whαt kindα pet do you wαnt: dog
whαt school do you wαnt to go to: U of Kings or UBC
whαt αnimαl would you wαnt to be: not sure, haha
If you could makeout with one Celeb who would It be: not sure.

End time: 11:30 pm

A Professor writes a poem about his student:

You turned in a paper
so clearly plagiarized
that it made my eyebrows curl.

I tried Turnitin.com -- no luck.
I tried Google -- nothing.
I floated it to the faculty list

I spent two hours on it,
trying to track down references,
time I could have spent with real students.

You included no works cited,
although you cited in-text.
Then you turn in new names whose articles you could find.

The guilty flee, I suppose.
The time I will spend working on busting your ass
exceeds the time most people took to write the paper.

In that time, I could have had conferences with half the class,
written six to ten pages of my novel,
or had sex twice (four times, if they were quickies).

Being a student is an abusive relationship. You pay someone more money than you really have, and for what? To be sitting up at 5 am writing a paper on chinese astronomy, dressed for the day already because you have to get going at 7 am? haha. It just seems wrong. Look me in the face and tell me I'll ever need to know about Chinese astronomy again... I doubt it's possible.

haha. 3 days. It's all good really, just wanted to rant a little. I really don't mind being a student, I think all night essay writing is somehow an essential part of your 20's.

Found this quote, which is entirely unrelated to this post, but I enjoy, and it is too long to post anywhere else, haha:

Find good guys. Don't find guys who have a stack of mags on top of their toilet, and watch Spike TV....If your boyfriend watches more than, like, 20 minutes of cop car chases, cut it out. And let me tell you one other secret, ladies. If he is wearing a hat, like, a baseball cap, that baseball cap must be perfectly straight on his head. If that hat is even just one degree off this way or that way, it's actually relative to how much of a dick he is. So if he's totally that way, that's how much of a dick he is. And if his hat is all the way sideways, ruuuuuun! Stay in line with the hat. And if it's on backwards, he may want to arm wrestle.

I was handed a business card today on the street. Usually I would just discard it and not think about it again, but this one has consumed my mind. I just keep reading it. Here's what it says:

"Purepillz: Distributor of only the highest quality alternatives

PEAQ Like a Rockstar!
FREQ Like a Pornstar!
TWEQ Your Mood.... And your recreation with our cutting edge formulas that will keep you going hard all night.
Like nothing else on the market...
The best alternatives to anything off the market.
If you use recreational drugs..
you owe it to yourself and your health to take a peaq at our products and make the switch.

Pure Principles
Pure Products
Pure Pillz"

I.... I just.... hmmm. I'm very rarely surprised by things in Toronto, as I fancy myself immune, but this caught me off guard. Maybe it was the discussion of pornstars, haha, I don't know. But I definitely stopped on the street to read it, and laugh.

Whatever, I'm sick of school, let's waste some time:

1. Alright, so have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
no, I just know I like them. That's all I need to know.

2. When people say, "Honestly, I don't think I've ever talked shit about anyone" do you think its possible? no, but not many people attempt to say that, haha.

3. How do you feel about gay marriage?
Do it. Then adopt a kid and raise them so there will be one less person in the world who questions the idea of gay marriage. Seriously, I'm so on board with gay marriage. I think anyone who actually wants to attempt to be married should be allowed.

4. Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
Honestly, and this may be the obscene amount of CBC I have been watching, but I want to get Jian Ghomeshi and George Stroumboulopoulos in a room and talk music

5. Is there something that has happened in your past that you really hate talking about?
not really, I'm emotionally stunted, so I'll answer any personal question with general disregard for their significance.

6. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
I think I'm generally liked.... I think

7. Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
"find a way to smile and never let it get away"

8. Do you think you're approachable?
people ask me directions on the street, so I think so. haha.

10. Do you regret doing anything this week?
no, but it's only Tuesday

11. Name something you wouldn't want to buy that's been used.
underwear

12. When did you last cry?
when my dog died

13. How late did you stay up last nite?
2 am like always, I'm on the most messed up sleep schedule

14. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes

15. What do you think of the most when you are alone?
stupid stuff like clothes and music, then stuff like dream jobs

16. Suppose you see your crush kissing someone else? I expect to see my crush kissing someone else considering his relationship status, haha

17. What would you do if a teacher of the opposite sex hit on you? depends which, I have a few cute ones, haha

18. Would you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan? I wouldn't be a vegan, because that's insanity and I love milk, but other than chicken I don't eat meat anyways, so I don't think being a vegetarian would be hard for me

19. Do you like your school?
i'm kind of over the idea of it right now

20. What do you think of people who hate vegetarians?
damn, did a vegetarian make this survey or something? Whatever, I think people who hate vegetarians should get a hobby

21. Are you a flirt?
I'm a 2 year old as a flirt. AWFUL.

22.Would you rather have jet black hair or cherry red hair?
Cherry Red

23. Do you make sexual innuendos about everything?
No. It'd be weird coming from me

25. What song are you listening to?
"Don't know why and Your body is a wonderland" by Norah Jones and John Mayer at the Big in 2002 award... I just downloaded it, so this is a first listen. 6 years late.

26. Have you ever held hands?
Yes

27.When was the last time that you went swimming, where and with who?
woah, umm, I'm going to assume at Katies, I'll say August some time.

28. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
old navy, because I think all jeans look relatively the same so I dont want to spend 100 dollars on them

30. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
depends who with

32. Did you ever lose a best friend?
sort of... is that an answer? haha

33. Have you ever gotten mad because somebody said they'd call you and they didn't?
not that I remember, couldn't have been too heartbroken

34. Have you ever met a real life prostitute?
yes, not had a conversation or anything though, haha

35. Have you ever kissed in the rain.
no

36.Can you do push-ups?
haha, like 2 of them
38.Do you have a car?
not my own

40. Are you single?
yes

41. What's your favourite animal?
otters

42. What's on your mind?
that i should really write this assignment and get some sleep

43. Favourite football team?
Colts! Love my Peyton Manning (haha, that moment suggests I watch football; I only watch once a year, but I always want Peyton to be there)

44. Who is the last person you texted?
John

45. What colour are your eyes?
Blue/green

46. Where is your phone?
on top of a vogue magazine pile, haha

47. What is your 15th message in your inbox & who is it from?
hold on... Meagan and she wrote "Guess where I am? The library! I wish school was done."

48. What were you thinking about when you fell asleep last night?
my "what i want to get done tomorrow" list

49. What are you excited for?
summer

50. What are you doing for spring break?
umm, I might go on a trip next one

51. Whats your biggest fear?
This is going to sound weird.... but, dying from a brain aneurysm.. It's how i think I'll die, therefor, I fear it

52. Does your family get family portraits done?
not since I was like 9

53. What did you do today?
umm, got groceries, made a kick ass salad, met up with diana, shopped, went to the movies... chill day when I should have been doing productive things


54. Are you mad at anyone?
No

55. Annoyed with anyone?
it'd be dull if I weren't

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1. Are you into anyone?
Yeah

2. Did you date anyone this past summer?
no

3. Who was the last friend in your house?
Dani

4. Have you ever had chicken pox?
Yeah, that sucked

5. How's your ex doing?
I'm sure he's fine, haha

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
not physically

7. What shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place?
ummm, I think it was my pink shirt. The shirt is better than the kiss

8. Song playing right now? "Creep (Radiohead cover) by Damien Rice, which, by the way, you should download immediately if you haven't heard it



9. What are you doing tonight?
it's 10 to 2 so I'm going to guess nothing else but sleeping

10. Does anyone like you?
I don't know

11. What's annoying you right now?
the repeat of questions

12. What are you thinking about right now?
I'm wondering who writes quizzes? Is this a job? If so.... wow

13. What's your middle name?
Anne

14. What were you doing an hour ago?
watching Arrested Development; the one with Dr. Feunke's 100 percent natural good time family band solution

16. Are you tired?
I should be

17. Who did you hang out with today?
the roommates (Sondra, Steve, Drew, Jackie), Dani, Diana
18. What does your last text message in your inbox say?
it was my 15th text (see earlier)

19. What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
black

24. Where were you last friday night?
here, it was a quiet weekend, haha

25. Where were you at noon yesterday?
good lord, this is testing my memory... I think I was sleeping after I got back from class

26. Are you married?
good lord no, I doubt I will. I think I'll live with a dude and our child will be a dog.

31. Do you wish at 11:11?
do people do that? I've NEVER heard of that

33. Next vacation you're going on?
october- somewhere warm

34. Do you have any piercings? Where?
ears

36. Who did you last hug who wasn't in your family?
diana

37. What's something you really want right now, be honest?
a hair cut

41. Do you love anyone?
yes

44. What do you hear?
Hem

45. Do you find yourself loved?
yes

46. Whats the weather like?
night-like

47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I don't know, I always think camping is an expression of lunacy. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like camping, but you're paying money to sleep on top of a piece of fabric in the middle of the woods.

48. What's the closest blue object to you?
the design on my duvet cover
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49. What is your natural hair color?
lord knows... actually, I think even he's given up hope of knowing.

Set your iTunes to shuffle. Hit a new song for each question.

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About Me

Your name is... sober (kelly clarkson)

Your goal in life is... how lucky we are (meiko)- "one day, we'll get out of this shitty apartment, one day is all it takes for things to turn around."

Your greatest accomplishment... Carolyna (Mel C (kinda embarrassing for me, haha)

Your greatest mistake... Competition (Dragonette)

The best thing about you is... I remember (Damien Rice)

How do you feel right now? With a little help from my friends (across the Universe soundtrack)

How will you die? In repair (John Mayer)

The world is... right back where we started (Maxine Nightingale)

You are most proud of... Rocky took a lover (Bell X1)

Ultimate piss-off: After an afternoon (Jason Mraz)


What makes you happy? Beautiful madness (Bell X1)

What makes you sad? Soon we'll be found (Sia)

Your outlook on life is... Hands Down (Dashboard)

Friends

How would you describe your friends? Dusk and Summer (Dashboard)

How would they describe you? Delicate- Damien Rice

Your best friend is... Best laid plans (We the living)

Sex, Love and Relationships

Your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend is... Cold water (Damien Rice)

(S)he treats you like... the night the lights went out in Georgia- Reba McIntyre


When the two of you are alone, you like to do... anyone else but you (Michael Cera and Ellen Page)

Your first kiss was... puppet on a string (The Hives)

Life in General

What are most days like? Did I fool ya? (Jason Mraz)

Do you enjoy life? El Scorcho (dashboard) (damn, I'm all about dashboard tonight)

What is your life theme song? rebellion (lies) (Arcade Fire)

The Soundtrack to Your Life

Opening credits: Unfold (Jason Mraz)

Waking up: let it die (fiest)

Breakfast table: Pills (The Perishers) (Damn, my morning is going pretty depressingly)

Average day: Say (John Mayer)

First date: Let myself fall (Rosie Thomas)

First kiss: Don't waste your time (Kelly Clarkson)

Falling in love: Best Days (Graham Colton)

Love scene: Beautiful calm driving (Sia)

Break up: Death by Chocolate (Sia) (hahaha)

Loneliness: Penny on the train track (Ben Kweller)

Breakdown: Young Leaves (Attack in Black)

Flashback: you and I both (Jason Mraz).

Death: All I ever wanted (Brian Melo) (awww, thats nice)

Funeral: Don't mistake me (Keisha White)

End Credits: A beautiful mess (Jason mraz)

Just one more thing today, I swear.

Over Easter, 3 of my cousins were sitting around talking, and the American election came up. Here's how it went:

"So it's a woman and a black man, right?"- Cousin 1
"yeah, Clinton and Obama"- Cousin 2
"That's a big deal for America"- Cousin 3
"Yeah, they're pretty much the same though, right?"- Cousin 1
"They have different health care policies and stuff like that, but generally are the same, yes"- me
"They're the Republican candidates"- Cousin 2
"Yeah"- Cousin 1
"Yeah"- Cousin 3
"Wait wait, god no, they're Democratic"- me
"Oh, who's the Republican person then?"- Cousin 1
"John McCain"- Me
"Oh, I want him then"- Cousin 1
"yeah"- Cousin 2
"yeah"- Cousin 3

my heart hurts.

I have 2 graduations to go to at the beginning of this summer, so I thought, I need a dress.

Well, I was out with a friend a few weeks back, found a dress I love (a bit more expensive than I wanted, but I loved), so I bought it.

Just under a week later, I'm on perezhilton.com and see this:




Miley Cyrus stole my dress! Here it is on the store website model:




Damn Miley beat me to the punch and wore it months before I planned too. Not my fault I live in Canada, haha. I can't be out wearing dresses yet.

Anyways, I thought it was pretty funny. Good taste, Miley.

1. What is your favorite thing about spring?
rain. I love rain. I love umbrellas, and the smell of wet pavement, and birds. Rain is excellent.

2. What is your favorite thing about Summer?
would it be wrong to say air conditioning? Yes? Ok then, ummm, outdoor festivals

3. What is your favorite thing about Fall?
everything looks pretty

4. What is your favorite thing about Winter?
first snow

5. How do you feel about racism?
I agree with Hayley as much as I always used to think it was a pretty simple thing, but there are SO many forms of it. Coming from my middle class suburban white experience I still don't think I have a full grasp on how pervasive it is, but I'm trying.

6. How do you feel about global warming?
I'm worried about it, and worried for those who don't think it is happening. However, I think my ecological footprint is a tiny as 1 person can make short or living in the woods, so that makes me feel better.

7. How do you feel about recycling?
we're all about it in my apartment. We do weekly runs down to the recycling bins with our stuff

8. Can you cook?
god. no

9. Do you own a bible?
yeah, I got one when I was like 8, it's around somewhere, haha

10. What are the best things in life?
happiness family friends money (I hate to involve money, but if you have it you have time to be happy, if you don't you're too stressed out.)

11. Look outside, how's the weather?
Kinda dreary but no rain or snow or anything

12. what kind of vehicle do you drive?
2 feet, haha.

13. What is your least favorite thing to do?
do homework

14. do you grow your own vegetables?
No, but they'd die if I tried

15. Name something great that happened today?
I've only been up half an hour, so short of going to the bathroom I have done literally nothing

16. One place you would love to visit?
England, New York City, Rome, Greece. Where WOULDN'T I like to visit, haha.

17. what is your favorite holiday?
christmas

18. what is you favorite color?
purple

19. who is your best friend and why?
Krista, because we met when we were 3 and lived close to each other, and when you're that young that's all the reason you need, haha.

20. what two characterisitics best describe you?
giggly and loud

21. finish this sentance: "Children need...."
hope

22. Have you been happy recently?.
yes

23. do you like getting flowers?
I think they're pretty and I say awww like a girl should, but fresh cut ones die, and that's slightly depressing to watch, and lets face it, plants die on me too, so I can think of better presents

24. who do you shop for most?
me!

25. What are you currently listening to?
a truck backing up. I couldn't be bothered to turn on music

26. who do you miss the most?
I've seen most people relatively recently

27. what is something you think everyone should try once?
karaoke
29. do you own a bicycle?
yes, and I know this because last summer me and my sister came up with the horrible plan to ride our bikes as a workout. You know, enjoy the nice weather and get in shape. GOOD LORD ARE BIKES HARDER TO RIDE THAN I REMEMBER. DAMN. It just reminded us we were out of shape more than it was fun like I remember it used to be.

30. Is lying ever acceptable?
oooh yeah.

31. What was the last movie you watched?
Drillbit Taylor. I love Owen Wilson, and more than that I LOVE Judd Apatow, the director, but, it's not a good movie.

32. Name someone who has turned your life around?
wow. Should I cry now that I can't think of anyone? That's depressing, yes?

34. what is your favorite TV show?
i don't have cable, but I actively search out methods to watch "Grey's Anatomy" and, don't judge me, "The Hills." So, they must be my favorites, haha.

35. Who was the last person to give you a hug?
Sondra

36. Was today a good day?
again, been up half an hour. But I'm optimistic.

37. what is something you are excited for?
this semester to be done

38. Do you believe in God?
yes

39. What are you good at?
talking, being helpful (I always find it nice when asked for directions, because it reminds me I'm approachable, haha), writing (hopefully, because it will be needed in some form when I'm employed.)

40. What is your Zodiac sign?
Libra, and I have NO idea what it means to be one.

41. Do you like to sleep late?
whenever possible
I would die of old age now if it happened in my sleep.
mmm, sleep.
haha.

42. what is something that makes you sad?
stressing about things I can't control.

43. can you sing?
I sign all the time. Literally. People will say things to me, and I will more likely than not find a song line that applies, haha. I wont always sing it out loud, but I'll for sure be singing it in my head. This ailment is the worst around my sister.


45. what is the most important trait in a friend?
someone I can carry on a conversation with

46. Last person you saw?
Steve. We were having a 1 am talk in the kitchen last night

47. What do you say most when you're trying NOT to curse?
crap. I say crap alot. I don't actually swear. I don't have any moral issue with swearing, but it just doesn't sound right when I do it. You know that high pitched squeaky voice Conan O'Brien makes when he's making fun of himself for being nerdy? That's me when I try and swear.

48. what are you doing today?
class, essay, coffee, essay

49. What is your favorite store?
H&M for clothes, transit for shoes, Urban Outfitters for looking but not buying

50. Do you enjoy garage saling?
when I was little me, my mom and sister would go every weekend to a garage sales. It was fun, but I wouldn't personally go to them now. I know the crazy people that go and the not so awesome stuff they sell

I've never felt unsettled before. I've always been one of those people that have been very content with where they were and how they live. I'm not so convinced right now.

So, I'm thinking about moving away. I think it's a pretty perfect time actually. I have to be back in Toronto in September, which means there is an end date on this moving, which is the only way I would (currently) move far. I'm also feeling slightly stir crazy, maybe from the 4 years at this 1 school, 3 years at this 1 apartment. I have no job I'm attached to, nobody that can't live without me for 4 months. I do have a butt that's only seen 1 plane and eyes that have only ever seen Ontario (mostly).

I cant move somewhere without getting a job in that place first. So that's the only hitch in this plan. I have picked the city though, and the furnished place to live in that city. I just need to find a job. I think this is an inspired plan.

Give me something to miss. I've never been away from my closest family for more than MAYBE a month, ever. Take me away for 4 months= lots of love and appreciation for where I come from and who I come from.

Also, I could skip out on experiencing any more of my mothers current mid-life crisis.
Works out!

More details as/if this plays out.

Current Music: the times they are a changin' (kidding, but wouldn't that be perfect?)